dependent

when i say love is my drug i mean 

i crush you 

into a fine powder 
so I can inhale you

i light fires under the hard rock that you are
to melt you
to the nectar i require

i inject you right into my blood stream
and wait

to absorb you 
in(to) every sense

to be altered chemically
by you
i depend on it
on you

i want 
crave
and demand it

to see the world through softened gaze
to feel its edges melt like butter from your warmth

to feel form writhe free
of it's structure

to burrow into the chest of 
muscled security 

to cradle my whirring mind in the billowing cloudiness of shared future and conquered past

to ride the rush of release
as adrenaline prickles it way through & drips from my toes

leaving me
serene
balancing on the edge of conciousness